Another painful night

Didn't have a good sleep last night. I put down the phone with her around 2am. After the conversation, i really can't get back to sleep. Feel really sad and worry for her. The last time I ever heard her crying painful voice was about 10 yrs back. Wanted so much to help her but i know the most i can do is to only console her. There is no way I can understand the pain and saddness in her though I sound so experienced.

我常常认为爱人比被爱幸福。But after so many incidents happening around me, i started to have doubt with this quote of mine. Guess the pain and hurt we get is much greater. Sigh!!! I just pray that God will ease her pain. Give her the courage to face the current situation now. Quickly recover and move on! I'm waiting to see the sunshine gal again.

原来爱情这么伤！

Moving On

Has been 3 weeks since we have broke up. Saddness and pain seems to be have reduced as days passed. I thank God for giving me the strength and courage to move on my life. Life now seems to be more colourful as I have the spare time to do whatever things I feel like doing now. But somehow, I know something is missing there. As my feeling for him doesn't seems to reduce. I'm still concern for him, wondering how he is getting everyday. Is he happier now? Does he get enough of sleep everyday? Slap!!! Time to wake up! No point to think of all these now. I don't think he will bother about me rite???? Don't cry because it's over, but happy because it happened. I should feel happy that I find out the truth. I keep telling myself, treasure what I have now. I should feel contented that I have parents who love me, many close friends who care for me. Move On Xinyi!!!! I can do it!!!!!! Now I'm learning to love myself more.